Al-Fatihah

Harini genaplah 27 years my mother in law meninggal. It was back in 1981 when she left 10 of her kids. Just couldn't imagine how their life was, how suffered there are. Sayang lost her mother when he is just 8..usia yg terlalu muda utk rasa all this kepayahan.

Sometimes when i'm alone in the house..selalu sgt terpikir..mcm mana kalau masa aku kekecik dulu mama xde. Mesti susah sgt..sehari x jumpa mama pun dah rasa macam rindu gila inikan pulak kalau xde utk selama-lamanya...fuh mmg xleh nak diimaginekan.

Tapi alhamdullilah..abah successfully raised all his kids and I'm married to a man who fully respect woman. Syukur.

Mama selalu kata dia untung dapat menantu macam sayang..and i feel the same too mama. We are lucky aren't we?

Tapi kengkadang aku rasa mcm my marriage life ni tak complete sangat. Biasanya when people got married they'll have FIL, MIL..but i don't experience that. Rasa mcm jeles je bile tgk my sister ada mak mertua yg boleh dikatakan take care pasal dia..but in another hand rasa ok gak xde mak mertua bile tengok one of my fren having diffulculties facing her very fussy MIL.

Whatever it is..ajal maut tu ketentuan Allah and I'm happy with my life now.

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